THE VOID GOD’S SHARED DREAM
by Delphi Caldera
CAST
DOROTHY - Troubled young girl
DAMON - Dorothy’s brother
THE ANGEL - Not actually an angel
ANNA - Dead girl
SCENE
An eggshell white living room with amorphous and colorful gaps where the furniture should be. There is one window with nothing beyond it. DOROTHY stands in the center of it with a thick layer of soot and blood on her hands. Her brother DAMON leans against the wall, marked with stigmata and wearing cheap plastic angel wings. The siblings do not resemble each other.
DOROTHY
The dreams converge.
DAMON
That’s kind of the point.
DOROTHY
Will she come back?
DAMON
How should I know?
DOROTHY
Don’t you know everything? Aren’t you the god of this place?
DAMON
(admiring the scars)
Feels like a migraine.
DOROTHY
Feels like a fire. I was back then, again. The timeline doesn’t work like it’s supposed to. I should have no memories of that place. But everytime I close my eyes I see the embers of it. I can’t even remember my father’s face.
DAMON
Was he your father?
DOROTHY
Are you my brother?
(pause)
What are you, exactly? Right now?
DAMON
Well, I’m still getting used to it.
DOROTHY
Do you still love me? Did you ever?
DAMON
Of course. I mean, as much as I could. All things considered.
DOROTHY
You stole the godhead.
DAMON
It was always mine.
DOROTHY
Liar.
DAMON
Tell me about the fire.
DOROTHY convulses and the room is filled with harsh, red light. DAMON looks up at the stage lights with a quizzical expression. DOROTHY’s shaking hands find her head. Black and red color her hair as the sediment runs off.
DOROTHY
You should have seen. There’s never been a red that bright and there never will be again. That flame came so hot that it felt like frostbite. Shouldn’t it have thawed me, brother? Or couldn’t it have burnt me down all the way? Of all the things it could have done to me, it chose to live inside of me. Blood-boiling, fever-temp, licking, swallowing fire. The arsonist is a thief; the fire takes. My sisters and mother. The breath of my father. I’ll never see them again, not even in memories. I was just a baby. When they found me, I didn’t even cry. I’ve never cried. Not once.
DAMON
Really?
DOROTHY
Never. Wait. Not until-
The room quickly fades into a blue tint. DOROTHY begins to cry. DAMON jumps up, arms in array, now glaring at the lights.
DAMON
Stop, stop. You’re jumping too far ahead.
Natural light returns. DOROTHY wipes her eyes, now just irritated. When things go back to normal, DAMON relaxes, easing back against the wall.
DOROTHY
This seems like a bad way to abuse your powers.
DAMON
Wait a tic.
DOROTHY
No, this is so stupid. Why are you doing this? Couldn’t you be doing anything else?
DAMON
Time is infinite and I think mortality is out of the question. It’s in the job description.
DOROTHY
You’re avoiding the question.
DAMON
Yes. Anyway, it’s your soul. Humor me.
DOROTHY:
Hurts.
DAMON
Humor me.
DOROTHY
Why did you take me in? Why did you let me-
DAMON
Is it that hard to believe I like you?
DOROTHY
Yes.
DAMON laughs. DOROTHY does not.
DOROTHY
No one’s ever taken me willingly.
DAMON
You didn’t ever want to stay! Really, I should be asking you the same thing. Why didn’t you leave?
DOROTHY
And go where?
DAMON
I was hard to live with. I would speak Enochian.
DOROTHY
I didn’t mind. And it didn’t matter. You were absent towards The End.
The lights cut out.
DAMON
Hey! Don’t think about that. I was busy, obviously. Setting all of this up.
The lights come back on. They are green this time. Plants have appeared around the scene.
DOROTHY
You found me in the greenhouse. I’d broken in, but you still let me stay. Why?
DAMON
I’d never had a friend before. You followed me like a lost puppy.
DOROTHY
I’d never had one either.
DAMON
Yeah. Right now, you’re still kind of my only friend. Except for-
DOROTHY
The angel.
DAMON
Yeah.
DOROTHY
Where is he?
DAMON
Waiting. He’ll find me when it’s over.
DOROTHY
Okay. What um- What’s happening? How did I get here?
DAMON
Our living room?
DOROTHY
(gesturing towards the darkness of the window)
No, I mean
DAMON
The aether is a prerequisite for all creation. I melted it back down to waters so that I could start over.
DOROTHY bites her wrist. The lights fade so gradually into blue that the effect is not immediately obvious.
DAMON
Speaking of water.
DOROTHY
(hand now out of mouth)
It was worse.
DAMON
Worse than the fire?
DOROTHY
Than anything I’ve seen, before or since. Worse than charred flesh, worse than your wine or your flowers or your required blood.
DAMON
Well?
The sound of rushing water is heard faintly in the background.
DOROTHY
I had only looked away for a second. She had braided my hair with flowers the same morning. She’d had flowers in between her fingers. I only let go of her hand for one second.
We were barefoot. The rocks were as slippery as they were sharp. She cried out when it cut her, then made no sound at all when her head split. I thought the blood might turn the water red, but it only ran clear.
She was dead in the time it took to turn my head back. She was dead by the time I held her hand again. The cold water sapped all the color from her skin. Her eyes were open and unseeing, cataract white just like the rest of her.
DAMON
(palpable, somehow judgemental silence)
DOROTHY
What? You want more? You want to know how her parents looked at me when I set the body on the lawn? You want to know what the detectives asked me? The forensic psychologist?
DAMON
Is death all you’ll remember of her?
DOROTHY
No.
DAMON
You already have, haven’t you? I was your first friend. And you forgot all about the second. Do you even remember her name? Do you remember-
DOROTHY
I tied myself to the radiator of her attic and waited for spiders to eat me. The thoughts burnt so badly I thought it was better to just end them there. But she found me still stupid with heat stroke and undid the jump rope of my wrists. She was cool to the touch. Her hands grazed her name; I’d carved it out on my arm.
The sound of running water grows louder.
DAMON
Would you go home, if you could?
DOROTHY
Yes.
DAMON
What if it’s changed?
DOROTHY
I don’t know.
DAMON
Would you go to her, if you could?
DOROTHY
Yes.
DAMON
What if she’s changed?
DOROTHY
I don’t care.
DAMON
(Pause)
Okay. Well, if that’s your choice.
DOROTHY
What?
The room explodes with a blinding and pulsating white light. It’s accompanied by the sound of a heavenly choir, hundreds of voices amplified over each other. Damon is overcome with affection for it, a doe-eyed expression covering his face as he looks up at its source, off-stage, above the set. He then looks back down at Dorothy, still glowing.
The lights cut out entirely, shrouding the scene in darkness and silence. They gradually fade back on to reveal Dorothy standing alone in the dimly lit room. She remains there for several seconds. From outside the window, a bright blue light shines in, enveloping her in its halo. Slowly, she turns to face it.
DOROTHY
...Anna?
The lights cut out.